June 09, 2003 | 2:08 pm
I laid with my back to her....but something wouldn't let me fall asleep. I wanted so badly to hold her. I wanted to press my lips against the back of her neck while i exhaled and let my breath softly flow down her chin. i wanted to lock my body against hers while we intertwined our legs back and forth. I wanted to wrap my arm around her and cup her breasts in my hand and fall asleep together. But instead I just moved my arm over so the hairs gently touched her back and fell asleep.